brightside

I'm gonna leave a lot of my past life behind because, truthfully, it hasn't actually been bad at all. i've always been much too pessimistic about everything and should start being more optimistic about life. i have a family who loves me and although i may not have many, i do have friends who care about me. sure i don't have guys lining up to date me, but at one point there will be someone who likes me for me. i wanna start helping out people and working community service hours, not only for college but to help people or things that need it. Maybe at an animal shelter or retirement home or help build houses. i love helping people, its the best feeling in the world (other than music..)

well speaking of music.. that really is what i wanna do in life. something with music or theatre or both. i love it so much that i wanna cry. it just takes up my soul and makes me so happy. i wish i was better at piano like i used to be, and i am trying really hard to get better again. but number on my piano is shit and number 2 i have no piano teacher so its very hard to teach myself -_- well i will try. because thats my joy. music and acting :D.